Growing up, my parents were pretty strict with media usage. I had to ask to get a Facebook account for my twelfth birthday and then they said I could only have the account on the premise that I gave them all of the login information and added them as friends as soon as the account was opened, which they walked me through the process of doing. My brothers and I couldn’t go online unless we got permission, and going on YouTube was out of the question.
As a kid, my opinion of YouTube was that it was a place where people uploaded videos, mostly bad, with the occasional funny upload, once you weeded through the filth. This opinion was based on my parent’s attitude toward the site. It makes sense that they were skeptical of it. The website launched in 2005, when I was 8, so it was only four years old when I was in middle school, when I became interested in the site.
My interest stemmed from a certain band I had heard on the radio. “Firefly” by Owl City was my favorite song shortly after I heard it. I have always been curious so I naturally wanted to hear more of this band’s music. I discovered that by doing a Google search for “Owl City”, I could find more of their music that I could play for free by clicking on the videos that came up. These videos didn’t redirect to YouTube’s website so I didn’t realize where they came from for a while. Upon realizing their origin, whenever I listened to music this way, I had to hide it’s source from my parents because even though what I was looking at wasn’t bad, it was taboo.
As I got older and became more immersed in pop culture, my interest eventually changed from looking up Owl City lyric videos to looking up other music I liked but didn’t own and eventually to vlogs and comedic videos (e.g. Charlie the Unicorn, Strawburry17, Rhett and Link, Julian Smith, etc.). By the time I was a junior in high school, I had become very interested in video production. My senior year, I decided to take a video production class to see if it was really something I was interested in doing and possibly pursuing as a career. I am now in my sophomore year of college and my second year as a Communications major with an emphasis in Video Production and I love it.
Looking back though, it’s sort of amusing that my career path is based around something that was essentially forbidden to me eight years ago. I can think of a YouTube video for most scenarios and continuously surprise people with my repertoire of funny videos, which is a big shift from the girl who hadn’t heard of Smosh’s Pokemon Theme Music Video and who was late in discovering hit videos like “Charlie Bit My Finger”. I now create content that is uploaded to YouTube and my career path is leading me to do more of that in the future. I now share these videos with friends and family members and am not afraid to go on YouTube, as I do it almost daily for one reason or another.
I think there is a dark and light side to just about everything. It is just important to not let a stigma guide your decisions. Not taking what people say as fact and testing things out for yourself can open new doors of possibilities. Proceed with plenty of caution in these areas and know how to identify darkness and where to draw the line. No one wants to find that they have gone down a wrong path because they tested the limits too much.
We often find the things we treasure most, the people we value most, and the experiences we hold most dear in unexpected ways. Behind a closed door with a “do not enter” sign, I found my career.